Week 14

Today starts the beginning of my 2nd trimester. It feels like time is going by both fast and slow, if that makes any sense. During my first trimester I gained 5lbs by my scales but I am going to start going strictly by the Dr's scales from now on. I am feeling pretty good, everyone says the second trimester is the best. My face has been breaking out some and that's unusual for me, but other than that things are great. I bought some maternity clothes today and I can't wait until I am big enough to start wearing them. I still don't really feel pregnant. I thought it would hit me when I heard the heartbeat and seen the sonogram, but it hasn't yet. So I think once I actually get a pregnant belly and wear maternity clothes it may feel real. I am definitely rubber banding my pants now and I can tell that I am getting bigger every where. I actually filll out my jeans now. Not too long and we find out what we are having. I really don't have a feeling about what we are having. I feel like a bad mom already, I thought I was supposed to have some kind of instinct but I don't :(